THE WHOLE PICTURE: How a cheerleader became the face of Syracuse University on the night of the Pan Am Flight 103 attack

first_imgATHENS, OHIO — Catherine Hauschild leafed through the white booklet as she sat at the edge of a russet leather sofa late one Saturday morning.She flipped through pages of black-ink portraits of 35 college students. A few of their names stood out. Steven Berrell. Stephen Boland. Theodora Cohen.The booklet commemorated the 35 students studying abroad through Syracuse University who were killed on Dec. 21, 1988 when Pan Am Flight 103 exploded in a terrorist attack over Lockerbie, Scotland. The students were heading home after completing their study programs in Europe. Hauschild received the booklet during a ceremony at Hendricks Chapel in December 1990 for the first Remembrance Scholars, a program established that year to look back and act forward in students’ memory that continues at SU to this day.Then she stopped reading. Reliving that day, the one that made even the cheerleader cry, reminded her of the parts of life she had experienced that those who died never got to. It reminded her of the impact it’s had on her life. On the page she paused on, there was an illustration of Eric Coker on the left side and a portrait of Hauschild herself in the upper right hand corner. On the same page, there is an excerpt of her essay from 1990, when she applied to be a Remembrance Scholar:“I have learned from this event to live each day to its fullest,” the essay began. “No longer do I put off telling people that I care about how I feel, because they may not always be there.”,Catherine Hauschild, then Catherine Crossland, an SU sophomore, walked into Flint Hall in a hurry on Dec. 21, 1988. It was between 4 and 5 p.m., and she had just finished a class. She rushed in, needing to change into her white top and orange-and-blue skirt cheerleader uniform before heading to the Carrier Dome for a basketball game.On the way to her room, Hauschild ran into a resident adviser near the front desk. The RA was the first to tell her a plane — that had taken off in Frankfurt, Germany; stopped in London; and was on its way to New York City and then Detroit — had exploded above Lockerbie, Scotland, from what investigators later found to be a bomb in a suitcase.The RA had heard SU students might have been involved, but nothing was for sure. Details had only started trickling in. Hauschild knew two other cheerleaders studying abroad in Europe, so she ran up to her room to turn on the news. Her mind raced.Were they OK?About an hour earlier, while Hauschild was still in class, a secretary picked up the phone across campus in a building on Euclid Avenue. It was shortly after 3:30 p.m. A student on the other end of the line told the secretary for SU’s Division of International Programs Abroad that a Pan Am plane carrying SU students had gone missing.Afraid and confused — “How does a plane go missing in the 20th century?” one SU employee wondered — the secretary turned on the TV. The plane was not missing. There, on screen, appeared the names of victims of Flight 103. The secretary was horrified. She knew the office couldn’t confirm to parents that SU students might have been on board. Her phone started ringing.Walking to the Carrier Dome, Hauschild didn’t know about any of this chaos. Tipoff ticked closer with each minute, and she didn’t have time to worry any more about the explosion after briefly watching the news, which had revealed nothing about her friends. The Dome pulsed with 25,746 people ready to see then-No. 3 Syracuse play Western Michigan. At about 4:30 p.m., just before Hauschild arrived at the Dome, the information trickling out of the SU Abroad office made it to Syracuse Athletics.SU never seriously considered postponing the game, then-Chancellor Melvin Eggers said, because university administrators were “so busy” and in “such shock” that any thought to do so “just wasn’t acted upon.” Vernon Payne, the then-WMU head coach, later told The Daily Orange his team was prepared to not play, and the Broncos would have had “no problems” if Syracuse had canceled. But Eggers pushed forward. It was a decision he came to regret.“We recognize the seriousness of the situation,” then-Director of Athletics Jake Crouthamel said. “And it is tragic, there is no question about it. But even under these circumstances, sad as they are, we have a responsibility to our fans.” So, before the game, Syracuse decided to have the Dome observe a moment of silence.Standing on the sideline, the enormity of everything unknown overwhelmed Hauschild. She didn’t know then that her two cheerleading friends were safe, that one was traveling Europe and the other had been on the same Pan Am flight route one day earlier. She didn’t know then that her Kappa Kappa Gamma sorority sister, Amy Shapiro, was dead. As the moment of silence ended, Hauschild’s eyes filled with tears.Amy Jo Eveleigh, a friend and fellow cheerleader, rushed to hold Hauschild, who shut her eyes tightly, lips puckering as tears spilled down her cheeks.Twenty-nine years after the disaster, Hauschild still sobbed at that memory.“Everyone was in shock, and I think that’s why I just cried,” she said. “How could you not be emotional? Those were kids that had been in that Dome and on campus, and they weren’t going to come back.”Eveleigh, now Amy Jo Polly, never forgot that moment, one the word “tragedy” never seemed strong enough for. As she held her friend tight, each of them crying into the other’s shoulder, a photography student raised his camera. It was right then that an unsuspecting Hauschild became Syracuse’s defining image of the Lockerbie bombing.Catherine Hauschild sits on the front steps of her home in Athens, Ohio, late last month. She has been with Bill Hauschild since 1986, and they got married in 1991. They’ve moved to Oklahoma, New York, Germany and other places for his military assignment. Jacob Gedetsis | Senior Staff WriterSUprofessor Lawrence Mason was wrapping Christmas presents on his dining room table when he received a phone call from Hai Do, then a United Press International state bureau chief of photography. Mason thought his boss, whom he regularly shot Syracuse basketball games for, wanted to wish him happy holidays. Instead, Do told him about the Pan Am flight, and that as many as 40 SU students might have been aboard. Do asked Mason to take photos of a memorial service at Hendricks Chapel.Mason told Do he couldn’t do it, because he felt uncomfortable being a professional around the students he taught every day grieving. Do understood and instead asked Mason to photograph the atmosphere of the basketball game. Later, as Mason feared, he learned several of his students died in the attack.Mason and the photography student, David Grunfeld, worked as stringers for the UPI wire service and routinely covered games together. It was assumed that Grunfeld, who was born in Marathon, New York — about 45 minutes south of Syracuse — would take the game photos.Early in the first half, in a dark room set up inside the Dome, Grunfeld handed a roll of film to Mason from his pregame shoot that included the moment of silence. Mason’s eyes scanned the photos until he froze at the little square frame of Hauschild, whom he recognized immediately. She had been in his class that semester.They needed to send the photo to the UPI office in New York City as soon as possible — immediately, if possible — but Mason hesitated.For both teacher and student, the image encapsulated so much that could never be said, but Grunfeld hadn’t had Hauschild’s permission to take her photo. Mason thought at first it was OK to send the photo since it was taken in a public space. Then he countered himself. It was a private moment. The game creeped into the second half.Years later, many of those at the game remember the Dome as somber and quiet, despite the crowd size. But one Syracuse Herald-Journal column from the game described the Dome as raucous as usual, with fans applauding and howling at the baskets made and missed. Hauschild, for her part, did the only thing she knew to do and cheered.“(It was like) they weren’t there,” Hauschild said of the crowd. “I almost think that it was good in a sense that everybody wanted to be with other people to try to process it.”Inside the dark room, Mason needed to decide. The deadline for morning papers fast approached. The Orange eventually won, 94-71.“This is the biggest story in the world,” Mason said recently. “And if you are going to try to find an illustration to go along with it … (This) was a very strong picture.”The next morning, Hauschild was walking into Schine Student Center to grab breakfast when she ran into a friend.“Catherine, have you seen the papers?” he told her. “You are all over the papers.”Less than three weeks after the attack, Hauschild found herself walking into an airport to travel to Japan, where SU’s cheerleading squad had been chosen to represent the East in an East-West all-star college football game. The university was allowed to send six cheerleaders to the Japan Bowl in Yokohama, and the squad selected five upperclassmen. Of three sophomores, they picked Hauschild for the last spot.As Hauschild walked onto the plane, she couldn’t shake her uneasy feeling. She worried a bomb lay somewhere nearby, and she regarded everyone suspiciously. Then, as the plane took off, she settled into her seat to fly halfway across the world.,Late last month, Hauschild stood in her kitchen and unwrapped a small bundle of letters from strangers written shortly after the Pan Am Flight 103 attack. Newspaper clippings from 1988 featuring her photo covered the dining table in her open kitchen. As Hauschild recounted her story, she occasionally paused, and silence fell over the house. Ginger, her soft-coated Wheaten terrier, jingled a collar bell walking up and down the hallway.After that day, when Hauschild’s photo appeared on the front page of major newspapers reaching as far as South Africa, she started receiving letters from New York City, California and Switzerland. They mainly expressed condolences, let her know they held her in their prayers and relayed personal experiences of losing someone close to them.“The Catherine Crossland image reflected how we all felt,” said Grunfeld, now a photographer at The Times-Picayune in New Orleans. “And that’s why people could relate to it, because people identify her feelings with their own.”Hauschild unfolded one of the letters that she hadn’t opened in more than 20 years. This one was from West Yorkshire, England. The writer had seen a photo of Hauschild in a British newspaper. He didn’t know where she lived, but he wrote the letter to the university hoping it would get passed on to her.“Slowly but surely you’ll begin to be able to live with the knowledge that loved ones are no longer there,” the letter read. “It’s very hard first but time does in fact help heal the wounds of life. By all means keep your memories of them but remember you have a good life to live, a life that is really only the beginning.”As she recalled that night, sitting on a sofa in her living room in late September, her voice sometimes faltered. She held a tissue in her right hand. She saw her life in contrast to those who died in Lockerbie. She married Bill, her high school sweetheart, and had four children — Tag, Walker, Emma and Campbell — with him. Whenever she sees the photo, it still makes her heart lurch and returns her to the Dome on that cold December day.“I don’t know how you sum everything up in one picture,” she said. “That’s the way my mind works. I go down all of those rabbit holes I think about. All of that, like they are not going to be back in their bedroom. Like, their parents were expecting them to be back home. I know when my kids are coming back home, the fridge is stocked with all of their favorite stuff ready to make their favorite meal.“That just wasn’t going to happen anymore.”In the summer of 2015, when Tag was a sophomore at Ohio University, Hauschild dropped him off at the airport. In her white sedan at the busy terminal, she imagined herself as one of the parents sitting outside an airport on Dec. 21, 1988, waiting for their child to step off a plane that never landed. She prayed for Tag. It was like the West Yorkshire letter once said: “Be strong Catherine and begin living again.”She watched her son walk into the building. Then he flew to Hungary, where he’d enrolled in a program to study abroad.,Cancel replyYou must be logged in to post a comment.last_img read more

Mascherano becomes Argentina’s most-capped player

first_imgWorld Cup Mascherano’s 144th appearance sees him overtake Zanetti as Argentina’s most-capped player Chris Burton 20:20 6/16/18 FacebookTwitterRedditcopy Comments(0) Javier Mascherano Argentina Getty World Cup Argentina Argentina v Iceland Iceland Having made his debut back in 2003, the versatile 34-year-old has set a new record for the Albiceleste in a World Cup 2018 clash with Iceland Javier Mascherano has passed Javier Zanetti to become Argentina’s most-capped player, with a 144th appearance taken in during a World Cup 2018 clash with Iceland.The 34-year-old made his senior debut back in July 2003 as the Albiceleste faced Uruguay in a friendly encounter.That proved to be his only outing of that calendar year, but he has been a regular part of the fold since 2004. Article continues below Editors’ Picks Out of his depth! Emery on borrowed time after another abysmal Arsenal display Diving, tactical fouls & the emerging war of words between Guardiola & Klopp Sorry, Cristiano! Pjanic is Juventus’ most important player right now Arsenal would be selling their soul with Mourinho move A long list of coaches have called upon a man who has been a model of consistency throughout his career, with his versatility making him a useful option to those at the Argentina helm.Mascherano was on the books at River Plate when making his bow, with further caps picked up during spells at Corinthians, West Ham, Liverpool, Barcelona and Hebei China Fortune.He won a gold medal at the 2004 Olympics in Athens, before suffering penalty shoot-out heartache in the final of that year’s Copa America.A first World Cup was taken in at Germany 2006, before further Copa America and Olympic Games appearances followed.Diego Maradona then made Mascherano captain in November 2008, with the armband inherited from Zanetti in the build up to the 2010 World Cup.Having skippered Argentina at that event at the 2011 Copa America on home soil, Lionel Messi took over leadership duties with Mascherano as his deputy.A 100th cap was earned at the 2014 World Cup, with further final agony suffered on Brazilian soil.Lionel Messi Javier Mascherano ArgentinaHe matched Zanetti’s haul of 143 caps in a friendly clash with Haiti in May, but has now moved to the top of that list outright.Of those still playing, Messi is the only man likely to get close to matching or overhauling Mascherano’s remarkable tally.The Barcelona icon has 125 caps to his name and, at 30 years of age, still has plenty of years left at the top.Mascherano has already aired his ambition to help a talismanic figure get his hands on the grandest of prizes this summer, with Argentina determined to deliver World Cup glory for their mercurial No. 10.“One wishes for this coming World Cup that Leo can be the best version of himself, because the aspirations of the whole squad depend on this version,” Mascherano told Asharq Al-Awsat ahead of an opening Group D clash with Iceland.“It’s clear Leo conditions our collective performance; I hope as his team‑mates we can meet his standards.”last_img read more